Sunday, December 07, 2014
I miss you. when can you stop all these ambiguous relationship and come back to me official? I felt so burdened when I go out with you and your mom today at ikea.. so many times I feel like holding your hand and just hook your arm, but I cant. and you are always walking so fast, and Im just tagging behind..
I do not want to go with you to meet your friends anymore. Its not about being embarrassed. I just dont know how to react or how should I react.. I cant ask you to give me all your attention anymore. I cant ask you to make things less awkward for me. I am just a friend, damn it. You want me, but you dare not owe me. You want my company, but you do not want to commit.
kidnap me. please