Sunday, July 30, 2006
"pretty, skimpily-dressed young things who flaunt their assets on their blogs. often accused of cam-whoring, the practice of taking flatering photographs of themselves and posting them online."
NYP students again. check it out (it's in the news)
meetlilprincess.blogspot.com
//just bored
kidnap me. please
Saturday, July 29, 2006
bruises.. again-
just simply
kidnap me. please
Monday, July 24, 2006
i just wanna study with you..
like then.
//period//
kidnap me. please
Sunday, July 23, 2006
I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don't believe it makes me real
I thought it'd be easy
But no one believes me
I meant all the things I said
If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own
This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don't know how it got so bad
Sometimes it's so crazy
That nothing can save me
But it's the only thing that I have
I tried to be perfect
It just wasn't worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It's hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along
kidnap me. please
Saturday, July 15, 2006
what do people call a friendship
-without any trust
-getting paranoid easily
-not being there for each other at their lowest moment
-taking it for granted
-not wanting to hear explanations
-not wanting to meet up
-curse and swear about the other part.. like.. FO?
closed friends?! no.. perhaps not even close at all in the first place that's why ended up like that.. in a mess.
it's not me. i say it again. how did i manage to get so many diff numbers? even if i borrow it.. how can i keep with me overnight? for days? etc?
i told her everything.. and that's becos i cant tell u anymore.. but i didnt know that she will do that.. i showed her.. just her.. that webby.. and that's all.. issit wrong to vent anger? to find an outlet? or do i have to keep it inside of me and wait for it to explode one day?
enough said. i will just FO.
kidnap me. please
Saturday, July 08, 2006
guess who i met in gym today?! stranger!
ha.. ok it's just 2 gals.. i dont know them.. but what caught my eyes was.. the shirts they were wearing!! one - tpjc orientation shirt.. and one - the shirt that i designed!!! lolx. ok it's tpjc interact club tee! haha.. that time jh asked me help him design.. then i just anyhow play play draw one design and they actually use it! black-based and orange font! where's my credit?! haha joking. JH! u didnt even tell me!!! HMPH. ok was really shocked.
after gym went to changi village to have dinner.. sat there till 10 plus.. laugh and chat lahz.. no eye-candy to look at.. ok i mean gays. haha.. nono they arent my eye candy though.. but some can be so pretty lah. yupz. then candy pretend to be one.. walk on the street, shaking her butt like some bimbo.. lolx.
just reached home. scoldings. roar..
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phone conversation with joslyn:
joslyn "wahlao.. stop going to gym lahz gal, u wanna kill time to stop ur brain from wandering around, dont have to sarcrifice ur knee right?"
me "haha it's not what u think lah. im fine.. really.. LOLZ.. stop my brain from wandering? where?"
joslyn "stop it can? what happened. anyway.. did u see any 6-pacs? (giggles)"
me "6 pacs.. hmm 6 fats.. have lahz.. u want uh? can intro u haha!"
joslyn "so how's ur knee?"
me "aching. not only knee lah.. whole body aching haha"
silence..
at the same time...
joslyn "nydc? when?"
me "wanna go nydc someday?"
at the same time..
"JINX!"
at the same time..
"JINX ur JINX!"
-laughs-
kidnap me. please
Thursday, July 06, 2006
ahh all Fs.. MID YR sux.. transfer back to tpjc? will they accept me again? transfer to poly? hmm chrestella's withdrawing from MJ.. tmr's her last day. oh well.
gosh cant believe that miko and wai yin actually think that me and haoyi are together?! oh this is so wrong. yea haoyi, should keep a dist. now uh? HAHA.
bad mood. they're still in hospital. argh
period
kidnap me. please
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
-aaron teng
-joey chan
-jonathan
-joel ang
-patricia leow
-andy lim
-amanda yee
-eugene lin
they are all in dragon boat now! gosh.. and they were all at bedok reservoir on sat/sun. damn. only see 2 ppl outta 8. aaron and pat. that's all. y MJC no dragon boat?! wassup with dance. ok.. everyone's questioning me.
went NYP with manel yesterday to do survey
mervin is sick. no more tour guide =/
he has been gossiping to *her abt me obviously.
*she just has to stand there for so long, pointing fingers at us to *her frenz
manel wanted to ask *her to do the survey since she saw *her standing there nothing to do
but she told me that she cant stand *her face and that's why didnt ask
smart girl =]
she told me abt *her before i could even tell her anything.
and i have to tell her the truth. everything.
cos she sensed sth's wrong
yes it is.
now you now. how hurting uh.
met raymond.
he's so nice compared to others.
just pass him 10 copies of my survey forms
ask him to ask his classmates to do
he took only 6 =/
but still, he's nice.
wont be giving a damn abt ppl who cant be bothered anymore. no point talking. no point clearing things up. no point holding on to a one-sided friendship. he has chosen what he wants
/period/
kidnap me. please