Stop Breaking My Heart
Thursday, May 31, 2007


HAPPY BDAY LOVELY! haha.. 10 years of friendship if you realised.. still loving you! haha..
HAPPY BDAY WANQI!
HAPPY BDAY WENYUAN!


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Friday, May 25, 2007

birthday bash! tianhon and siwee haha.
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1/4 of my stuff. haha. the rest not yet packed =X

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broken lives, broken hearts, Is He really able to save it?


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Wednesday, May 23, 2007

colosseum 2007.

ate medicine in the morning.
thought will be fine..
but still vomited. quite a bit.
reddish puke. bloody.. maybe.
maybe i should have listen to my mom
not to go school today.
oh well. my ankle hurts. since mon.
and it still does.

im just not a short-distance runner i guess
i just sux at it..
if not for waiyin..
we would not have gotten 2nd.
in the 4 x 400m race.
perhaps if i didnt run...
they might get first.
i still prefer road race afterall =)
perhaps im just more of a long-distance runner
but still sux as compared to those kayakers =(

im proud of my dancers..
who took part in the 4 x 100m race.
overall 2nd! lose to floorball.
club and society: 1st
that's the gals.

the guys.. overall 6th.
club and society: 3rd
well done ppl.

tmr soccer finals. against RJ.
go fahmi! =)


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Tuesday, May 22, 2007

never had such painful gastric before..
stayed in the toilet for more than one hour..
cried and vomited..
didnt even complete the race..
worst timing ever..
i'm sorry.

thanks to those who stay around.. (ur presence.. ur sms.. ur call)
-miko
-lihan
-dorea
-henry
-waiyin
-desheng
-tianhon


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Saturday, May 19, 2007

Sometimes, it's wrong to walk away
Though you think it's over
Knowing, there's so much more to say
Suddenly the moment's gone
And all your dreams are upside down
And you just wanna change the way world goes round

Have you ever lost and loved somebody
Wishing there's a way to say I'm sorry
Can't you see, it's the way I feel about you and me
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Looking down the road you should be taking
I should know Cos I loved and lost,
The day I let you go

Can't help but think that is wrong
We should be together
Back in, your arms where I belong
Now I finally realise, it was forever that I'd found
I'd give it all to change the way goes round
I really wanna hear you say that you know just how it feels
To have it all and let it slip away
Can't you see
And though the moments go
I'm still holding on somehow
Wishing I could change the way the world goes round

I loved and lost the day I let you go


kidnap me. please


Friday, May 18, 2007

everything's over now... just over. after what happened yesterday. ok i admit i cried behind LT1. but so? it's time to let go..

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PE GAMES ELECTIVES! hahaha
-windsurfing
-wakeboarding
-kayaking

yay! hahahaha.. this is my only chance to windsurf/wakeboard! LOL! i cant do it outside.. cos there's weight limit! BOO! haha.. but no one's going with me =( oh well. just cant wait. wanted archery, fencing, dragon boating, inline skating, ice-skating too! haha but too bad only can choose one. and its time for me to learn sth new! haha.. fencing and archery tried before when im still a tkgian.. im pro k! LOL! skating.. if only they provide K2 skates. haha but i dun think so. but i want canoe polo! they dont have =(

WINDSURF! YAY! hahaha.. tan tan, if u are reading this.. ahhahah... i've got my chance! when u gonna put on weight?! LOL.

[edited] oh someone just told me there might be weight limit to windsurf and wakeboarding! oh crap means if they only tell me on that sat.. then they will ban me from going into the sea and will reallocate me to another sports with vancancies! AHHHH NONONO pls NO! i shall go ask ms lee on mon! hahahahaha.. hmm..


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Thursday, May 17, 2007

the tears that ive been holding back for weeks.. for months..
cant believe it.. such a disappointment.. i actually ____ in school today..
no, it's NOT gonna affect me..
miko, slap me please.. if this happened again.


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Saturday, May 12, 2007


i still miss him.. no doubts.


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Friday, May 11, 2007

no more dance. no more CCA. "turn around fast" that's what i have to do. argh. (quoted from ms lai). physics test on tue. yet i dont know a single thing about those topics tested.
Maths test, 20/25. after 2 marks being deducted from writing the wrong sf. (1 mark minus for the intermediate ans and 1 mark minus for the overall sf which i wrote wrongly! argh)

went popeyes after school. and nononono.. i dont eat that much lah. =((( just a tiny, teeny little bit more than u lah..


1) yesterday, he ____ _____ to _____. today, he brought a _____ to _____, although he's the one who ___ _____, but she's the one ________ __, yet he's the one who ____ it ____ ___.
why do i have to ____ those _____? it ____. it really ______.

2) I dont ____ XXX. but he's so so so _____. =) which makes me wanna _____. when ___ ____, he ____ ____ ____ of ___. awwwwwww!

3) I miss ____, ______!!!!!! why are you the ____ __ _____?!

4) he __ totally _____ __ can?! =X

5) last night, they _______. I ___ at ____!!!! and today i was ____ ______!! I ____. i'm _____. who ___ be ____ then?


BOO!!!! ok ignore me.

wouldnt it be much easier if you got a letter in the mail when you were seventeen , signed by someone who had a direct pipeline to ultimate meaning in life, telling you exactly who you are and what your true destiny is? then you could carry this letter around in your pocket, with you every single second. and when you got confused or distracted and suddenly feel all melted down, youd reach for your wallet and grab the letter and read it again and go "oh, yes".

I came across the escapism for many and all thats been said or screamed at and noticed the amount of criticisms, lies, hatred residing amongst all of them. criticism is futile because it puts a person on the defensive side and usually makes him strive to justify himself. criticism is dangerous, because it wounds a person's precious pride, hurts his sense of importance, and arouses resentment.

if only we could start all over again..


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Friday, May 04, 2007

i feel so loved haha.
mon - J1s held a party just for us. an informal "welfare" ok maybe not "welfare" just celebrations.. u know.. SYF? haha. they ordered at least 20 boxes of pizzas, drinks and everything.. yea there's at least 20 boxes.. didnt count though.. they made *some* of us cry. blast music in the dance studio and we had 50 mins plus of non-stop dance. everyone was super high and everyone was crazy..

totally lost my voice now. throat infection. feel cold throughout the whole day even during tutorials when it's in the classroom.
didnt go sch yesterday..fever.. and someone came visit. told reny abt it and all she can say is "haha nitendo wanna upgrade to PSP uh?" LOL!!! (only certain ppl understand)
and i realised how caring my classmates can be! (not sarcastic)
reny and miko became my "voice" today.
mr gohel declared today, 4th may as the official "hit-huiying-day" he says that wanna bully.. bully now. i cant say anything. cant attack back.. and that they seldom have the chance to do so.. so make good use of today. BOO.
recess, wanted to eat laksa.. miko and reny.. one says "NO!" the other "CANNOT!" and u know.. with them around.. everything i also cannot eat. not even cold drinks. RAHHHH
jon gave me strepsils.. and he forced me to talk to him. (not that i dun want. just that i cant!)
peterpan sent me home today. bully and tease me along the way lah. stupid person. but haha.. thanks la!
the motherly waiyin too... on the way back.. "nono cannot eat seaweed" BOO!!!! hahahaha
oh and ms chua, yesh i will drink lots of herbal tea haha. dont worry.. lol! vv funny.. cos we communicate by writing what we wanna say on my assignment paper. then she can just simply reply me straight.. but she write down what she wanted to say too. LOL!
communicate via sms text today. imagine if my phone no batt. haha.

yesh yesh i will get well soon! and im not that weak hahahaha.. thanks ppl! love ya! and to you-know-who-you-are: thanks for saying things like.. "huiying is short right? yay! huiying never say anything. see she agrees.." blah blah blah.. MONDAY U WATCH OUT! HAHAHAH.. i will have my revenge! LOL! just kidding!


someone wrote this on my hand..
someone copy me!


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