Stop Breaking My Heart
Sunday, May 28, 2006

bladings.
movies.
studying.
pool.
shopping.
te*t-ing.
birthdays.
airport.
phone and homework at the same time.
phone and tv shows at the same time.

i gave up


kidnap me. please


Saturday, May 27, 2006

no sch yesterday.. so proud of our soccer guys.. even though they lost to VJ.. but well they really did their best lahz.. cant believe it.. it's just tyko can?! stupid.. we got the first goal then they got in one too.. so it's 1-1. then later we got in another.. 1-2 we were leading.. but at the very last min.. ok nvm sth just happened. argh. pls lahz.. i dunno why there's so many penalty.. VJ got SO MANY free kicks! and if they are really that good.. they would have won long time ago.. argh..

well.. after the match went bugis with eliz. haha.. yea.. gosh.. ppl got so obsessed lahz "hey u 2 look alike leh! gosh.. turn around i wanna see ur face.." (we turned and smiled.. then turn back) "hey turn around again leh.. i wanna see.. gosh ur mouth looks alike.. the teeth.. everything. can we take a picture of u 2" haha.. ok that's usual.. in tpjc and mjc now.. haha.

eliz saw the messages.. and she advice me to reject.. to say no.. but.. i dunno..
-went to nyp
-went heeren
-went far east
-went plaza sing

it was my fault this time round.. im sorry.. 1 hrs plus.. it wasnt easy..
argh... "throw all handphones outta window!"
so sorry.. "emily rose, shall we?"
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her existence makes me cry.
why does she have to do at that very moment.
perhaps..

yet ironically.. she's my friend


kidnap me. please


Sunday, May 21, 2006

promises shattered, answers don't come
friends say goodbye, plans come undone
dreams get crushed
lies get told
words can turn cruel
hearts can grow cold

this helpless, twisted pain is something i can't handle.
"in a broken world where we cry to feel some hope that helps these hearts to heal"
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kayaking, blading, skating, windsurfing, neoprints, movies.. the list goes on.. but it just ended here. plans come undone. that's it..

//period.


kidnap me. please


Saturday, May 20, 2006

angel in disguise.. HAHAactually.. it's just the lighting.. LOLz.


kidnap me. please


Tuesday, May 16, 2006

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Monday, May 15, 2006

i love her.. LIS RENY!
and her, ELIZABETH CHIN YUN WEN!
the are the ones that make my life in MJ fun.. haha.. but eliz, though we did not talk as often now.. but i still love u! haha. miss those times when ppl couldnt recognise us =] i still miss u.. though i see u everyday in sch.. reny! haha.. i think i will not take it if i couldnt hear ur voice for more than 2 hrs in sch.. hahah.. spoilt radio!
missing lots of people now.. dun ask me why.. belinda poon! dorea chee! aretha loh! grace teo! jodine yam! dinah hew! rachel lim! haha.. yea. missing those ppl from losers' bench.. missing old tp s19.. missing eufouria.. missing acathyal.. missing jantagx (sorry graham, i forgot ur bdae!), missing guiding life, missing tp kayakers..
surprisingly, i dun miss L^3! hahaha.. oppps.. just kidding.. she's VERY resourceful.. and if she saw this.. i die. ok i miss her. oh yesh.. Missing JAMES ONG! and CHRISTINE KOH!
lot more.. period.


kidnap me. please


Saturday, May 13, 2006

alfred (from soul-superband) and renfred (from campus superstar) are actually blood-related brothers.. hmm i didnt know until 2 days ago.. know them individually but haha.. didnt know they are linked! hmm such a small world.

anyway.. cca elections are over.. proposals and more proposals to come.. gosh.. thought i will be free from those after i left tk! hmm.. oh well..

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so you did go away

now i'm left here all alone
but i ain't gonna beg you to stay
though i'll still miss your voice on the phone.

you don't need me anymore,
don't want me anymore.

i know without me you'll do just fine
it's just that inside i'm sore
gotta stop comforting myself in rhymes
i'm really turning into such a bore.

but i still need you somehow
still miss you somehow

and i ain't gonna shed you a tear
it's not so bad you know
learn to control my fears
just gotta let you go.

guess i just can't have the best of both worlds, no matter how much i want. perhaps i'm a liability to you now, a splinter in your skin, a fly in your face, a smear you just hafta erase. but it's alright... is it?

zombiefied.. i need to Zzzz


kidnap me. please


Monday, May 08, 2006

i hate this.. yucks. this totally sux. WORDS ARE MEANT TO BE LIES! PROMISES ARE MEANT TO BE BROKEN! yucks.. sorry. it's not (only) directed at u.. who totally spoilt my day today.. but yahz it's cumulative. hate it so much. bitch off pls. if that's ur final decision why cant u tell me straight from the start.. why do u have to tell me yes then no then yes again then no? why are u giving me hopes at one moment then smashed it all up.. i hate this.. get me out of it.. bitch off! and you.. pls stop it.. you, you and you.. all of you.. bitch off!
argh )(%$!#^$*!)#@!($&!*(@()($%*$(%) this totally sux! and you.. why must you keep lying.. argh what will happen to u if u tell the truth?!

im sorry for those ppl whom i accidentally vented my anger at.. im sorry momma, sorry reny, sorry jh, sorry kenneth, sorry vanna, sorry tianhon, sorry roy..argh.. what a bad day.. lies lies and more lies, get used to it! sorry for the offensive language used
leave me alone
//period


kidnap me. please


Sunday, May 07, 2006

(no choice have to do this.. since i lose the bet.)

soul..
justis, andy, ishi, awi, alfred.
superband top 11? haha. and they got the highest score last week.. this week.. energy's more than words.. hmm
as promised.. im supposed to go tonight.. for the filming but so sorry justis, i got spa on tue and phys and econs test on wed.

anyway yea, i miss meeting justis and andy on tue!!!! thanks lahz.. so busy with ur superband competition and no time for us.. hmm.. (ok this sounds wrong.. only *they understand what im saying) haha.. ya yinnnz?

but yahz.. lah.. it's gd to be busy.. the future superband.. what to do? haha//

im bored. ok justis.. stop calling me.. promise i will go down and support next week k? yesh i know u all SURE will get in =]


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