Tuesday, September 26, 2006
no matter how much i deny it, a part of me died when you said those words... i lost some of that last few bits of innocence, the part that trusted... my naive faith in people died.
So would I be out of line if I said, I miss you.
-save me, pls-
kidnap me. please
Saturday, September 16, 2006
too different = arguements?
too alike = repulsion?
i'm tired.
sometimes no matter how hard you try, you just can't save it, no matter what
kidnap me. please
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
.. u just dun know her well enough..
kidnap me. please
i guess i just need time. sticks and stones may break my bones... but words hurt too, from within. they break the heart.
I'm half alive but I feel mostly dead
I try and tell myself it'll be all right
I just shouldn't think anymore tonight...yea i just shouldnt
just go
promises
the ones that keep me going.
the ones that make sure no matter how much i've changed, i do things my way.
the ones that make sure i don't do things that end up breaking a promise, that would result in me lying.
maybe
people keep promises so they won't end up hurting the ones whom they've made the promise to.
or maybe.
i'm just being insolent and foolish.
and i haven't grown up
sometimes i feel like gravity is working overtime.
the corners of my lips are getting pulled down subconsciously, i blame it on the extra pull of gravity.
when your world's all topsy-turvy, when everything around you is changing, you just want some things to stay the same, to be stable. to be your pillar of strength, your source of comfort, something you can rely on to feel safe and secure when everything's upside-down and all around. well, i want that.but you can't always get the things you want. in fact, it seems you can't ever get the things you really want.
wuss, wimp, whatever. call me whatever you want, it's just that it's this period of time i wanna hide somewhere and be allowed to just cry. and have someone just hug me and let me feel secure. [not tell me everything's gonna be alright, coz we both know it won't. duh.] aaah!!! i'm not depressed k. it's just... i wanna just let me go
sorry
kidnap me. please
Friday, September 08, 2006
belated. blah:
jean chan
charles
thor jia wei
rachel lim
graham lim
chrestella setiyadi
joey chan
siti nur ain
yvette
etc..
kidnap me. please
Thursday, September 07, 2006
had a wonderful bdae.. haha
thanks a million!! love you all! went to town.. im tired!!!
sms received (in order HA!):
amanda chong hui yi
yang jie han
cherlyn tan yi jia
Mohamad Faizal Bin Mohamad Jasni
lu zi hao
joslyn yong kai en
edward ho
wing chu
belinda poon hui min
jonathan wong
lyn lee shiao an
lim jing huang
esther xu hui
elizabeth chin
jean ho
kenneth wong
fahmi
chu chui laam
lis reny
kimberly germain
cryystal lee
krishanthan surendran
christopher yeo
miko tan mei jia
joshua ng yiwei
aaron teng shan rong
ng kai jun
vivien shiao shufen
tianhon
yeo wanqi
dorea chee
those who called/tried to call:
joslyn
adam
faizal
fiona
cassandra
tan yi ling
letterbox:
jiehan (hey thx.. didnt expect a present from u. next time dun drop it there. give it to me personally lah!)
wenhao (whooohoo.. really never expect to receive a card from u!! thx!)
MSN (cant remember order! lolz):
leow siwee
ryan
tian hon
daryl kum
nico ho
clarice toh
freda luo
dorea chee
amanda tan
grace teo
Friendster Testimonials:
joel
josleen poh hui ling
nico ho chee wei
mingwei
lee wan ling
chuan
cryystal lee
edward ho
jason lee yu ming
nicole tan wanping
sherlene
tracy
amanda
jason chan
sharan
weirong
lis reny
adam ng
ken ng
blog taggies:
lyn
cherlyn
jessie
strawberry
nico
wenhao
personal message to wingchu:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU TOO, TWINNIE!!!!!
i love strawberry
kidnap me. please
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
just "be urself" =)
i love her~ haha. LIS RENY!
//oh.. first prezzie received!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KHADIJAH!
kidnap me. please