this is a very stupid conversation from a stupid person - pan tian hon.
sms sent 29 june, 1.05am:
me to him : hey what windows are you using
sms replied 30 june, 9.52am:
he sent: erm. those iron steel de. my mum say liddat more safe coz stronger.
-i read and stunned for a moment, re-read the whole message.. burst out laughing to myself (early in the morning, the moment i woke up)-
my mom came into the room: had a funny dream? why u laughing so hard to urself?
me to my mom: er nono my fren very cute. (can u believe i use the word 'cute' ? ok.. it's an insult so dont rejoyce.)
message reply from me to him: computer windows what la!! who cares about your house windows! i wanna see whether i can break in meh!
(still laughing to myself while i type)
he replied: very hard to say de.. U are huiying lo..
(argh!! yaya im huiying not pan tian hon.. not so dumb! HAHAHHA!)
he sent another before i can reply: u want to lend window from me? issit? issit? issit? issit? shi bu shi? issit? diu bu diu?
replied: BU DIU!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (haha!)
-stupid person makes me laugh so hard early in the morning and my mom thinks im insane-
kidnap me. please
why is everything so depressing.
everything.. i see..
everything.. i hear..
everything.. i know..
he's gone. just like that.
on the night before my maths paper.
spent the whole night crying with someone on the phone..
thinking of him throughout the whole paper..
love can be such a cruel thing..
it makes one kill himself..
-RIP-
kidnap me. please
kidnap me. please
its good to be idle - to celebrate the laziness, to attack the work culture which has demoralized and depressed many of us. -me.
they think its a waste of time to do absoultely close to nothing, but little did they know doing nothing is actually hard work. This is because we are constantly surrounded by people who want to make us do work.
being idle is about being free, about being free to live the life we want to lead, about being free from restrictions and lies you hear everyday. Being idle is all about pleasure, fun and joy. maybe its time we all stand up on our own feet and not be piggybacked. for one day, who knows what might come our way and we'll then be entitled to slavery - entitled to a lifetime of sufferings.
ok crap.. and i shall STOP deceiving myself. im just so dead for midyears.. wasted my one month away.. doing.. "hard work" and i cant believe my butt has been parked here, infront of my com since i woke up this morning.. or rather.. noon time.
kidnap me. please
with so much money?! $1k to be exact!
met up with the kayaking peeps last night. haha
ppl are getting weirder and weirder especially after one go NS and one become a teacher!
1st gathering - kakayking. meeting place at pasir ris seasports at 9am on a sunday
2nd gathering - kakaying. meeting place at pasir ris seasports at 10am on a sunday
after a few months...
gathering - dinner. meeting place at plaza sing at 6pm. one came in SRJC uniform. one came in SAJC uniform.
gathering - buffet dinner. at some posh restuarant at 8pm?
gathering (last night) - supper. at bishan mrt at 10.15pm
(not 10pm not 10.30pm. it's 10.15pm weird uh? ppl are getting weird these days.. )
the next gathering shall be supper again at 11.15pm at woodlands =D haha
oh about the money.. we didnt rob nor steal, dont worry are good kids teenagers! went to withdraw money with josh then after that kaijun wants to check his balance.. (but i didnt know!) so i thought he's withdrawing money too.. he was standing in front of the machine for SUPER LONG lah! so i just ran over and press the $1000 button for him. gosh. he immediately press the cancel button.. but heh too late. 20 pieces of $50 notes came out! then tried to deposit in again.. but the deposit machine is spoiled! HAHA =X nono i mean i really didnt know he has at least 1K in his account! (i shall not tell anyone that after that 1k is being withdrawed, there's still 3k plus in ur account! HAHA) im so innocent
that time tian hon was withdrawing money too at whitesands and i pressed enter for him too quickly before he can press the amount he wants.. -$20.15 idiot uh? hmph hhaha ok ok jon is right. stay away from me if u wanna withdraw money. anyway... someone got drunk/high
(retarded) future tai-tai! =D
cab home with kaijun and jean! hahahakidnap me. please
havent been studying much. arrrr sheesh.
i just cant wait for 6th july.. for the stayover party
i miss acathyal.
i miss kayaking peeps - joshua (will u faster come out of NS?!), kat (my laogong!) & jean.
i miss eufouria.
i miss my "family" - dory, ber, rachel, dinah, grace, jodine..
i miss ramro.
i miss 209
i miss elysium
i miss jantagx
i miss the indons - reny and chrestealla setiyadi!
i miss the animals kingdom - goat lim! zebra chia! ducky chen!
i miss bhwy
i miss tpjcs19
this is just so random. period.
kidnap me. please
Time doesn’t heal all wounds, and when there are wounds there will always be scars visible only to the heart. No matter how hard one tries to hide it, the heart will always remember the origin of the pain. Memories, recollections, regrets.
chained and shackled.
Allowing a moment of longing to pass her by, She closed her eyes. She felt tears well up in her eyes, but still she willed the images in her head to play back in full clarity. More images began flashing in her mind’s eye, and she was vaguely reminded of the old saying of how one’s life flashed before one’s eyes before death. In her case it was almost something like that – except that she was already dead inside.
Regrets. It was the regret of being such a failure inside, unable to let the past go, unable to leave his memory behind. After all, it is in the nature of people to place all blame on themselves for their sadness and sorrow. No doubt she wished for the days with him to come back, but she had already resigned herself. Not to fate, but to the fact that the past could never ever be revived. Yet even so she could not stop the memories haunting her day and night, every waking moment.
just feeling random.
//period//
kidnap me. please
shut the fcuking bitch up!!
im not ur puppet
*(**(^%&*$%^#!(*(^!&*%!^!*^&!%^!
nothing matters anymore
kidnap me. please
busy busy busy. busy packing everything
and i havent been studying! AHHHH!
wasted another day..
ohh anyway guess what?! today went to view houses again and one of those is at blk 489C which is like opposite/next to where aaron staying?! HAHA ohh and it's super near to joey's too... hmm
nvm. they dun like it. so haha.
just wish everything would right itself
and be stable for me again
i took it all for granted once
i'm sorry. is there another chance?
kidnap me. please