Stop Breaking My Heart
Thursday, March 08, 2007

i snipped off my hair again. was talking to miss sim yesterday and she told us her way to release stress; to scream. haha i dun know what's my method of realeasing stress? cut hair? i suppose.. haha. the very first time i cut my hair short was when i was doing my project work - written report, stared at the blank microsoft word for quite some time and then i went off to cut my hair! hahaha.. oh and she said shikin and sam's getting skinner and skinner and im getting paler and paler.. (do i?) and all these show that we are under stress. but.. u know im not really stress?? im stressed only cause im not stressed! LOL. if u know what i mean.. yea. lots of things not done, even if there's a test tmr.. i still can watch tv/online chatting the previous night.

he says im lazy. she says im super slack.. am i?

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so this is how Mj condemned its students..
1) by putting the list of chem results from the top student ALL the way to the last position on the notice board..
2) by separating the better ones and the weaker ones (in maths) into 2 different LTs..

sigh. this doesnt motivate me to study harder.. ironically, im like giving up can? oh sheesh.. ok fine.. argh! but it's annoying! i mean why must they judge just based on ONE MAJOR exam! and it's only ONE pathetic mark! i dun wanna go LT5 can?! they say those who get Sub-pass or below for promos will go Lt5 and the rest will be in LT4. THANKS SO MUCH! and guess what?! i missed by ONE mark! argh. just ONE more mark and i can have my lesson in LT4.. why didnt they take into considerations of those marks lost due to carelessness?! haiz and i actually can lose up to plus minus 10 marks cause of carelessness. just cause of Promos. i know i screwed it up lah.. but i PASSED both my recent maths test lah! like PASSED.. not Sub-passed can?! ARGH! ok maybe what my bro say is true.. "when ppl are doing well.. u arent and u actually do better when ppl are not scoring.. this is why whenever there's moderation.. ur marks will never get to be moderated..when majority of the ppl are getting super gd results.. ur results like shit. they dun have to moderate.. when they did badly.. ur marks are ok.. and thus they moderate.. but it doesnt make a diff to u" what RUBBISH is this?!

think of the bright side.. i got both my eye candies in LT5 with me! hahaa.. oh and and... ALL the captains from my class are going LT5... soccer captain, life-saving captain, floorball captain, dance.. haha!! oh and guess what.. miss chua was talking to me and tell me not to be too sad blah blah blah er BUT BUT.. IM NOT SAD LAH.. and she said that they will get us back if we do well.. but then again.. when? by blocked test results? midyr? prelims? i dun know. sigh. since we are the weaker ones.. better make sure they give us u know.. that* the lecturer.. the elegant one! haha. i like her! and not.. u-know-who! WAHAHAHAA.

anyway my chem sux. and it still do. i did study lah! sigh.. physics too. ok maybe not hard enough. i guess i know what's my problem.. i understand the lectures (at that time)... but u know.. i dont revise after that and by the next lecture.. i forgot almost everything taught in the previous lecture... sigh. and i take my time to do my tutorials.. opppps..

today compass was on "study methods" ? i dun know. LOL. any medicine to cure laziness?

anyway, GRACE TEO ZHENLAN crashed MJ today! haha. im so sorry dear, no time to accompany u.. haha got extra lesson till 4.15 today! =(


kidnap me. please