Wednesday, February 07, 2007
im not sure what's wrong with me these few days.. sorry if i pissed u off or anything. and im sorry, s209.. u guys know what. shall not mention it here.
im sorry tian hon and willie. im not sure when this "cold war" gonna end. but yea.. i really do not know anything abt it.. ok my fault. alright?
anyway. thanks jon.. for being around.
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just coz i don't voice out the stuff that's troubling me, it doesn't mean i'm all fine and dandy.
just coz i don't show it, doesn't mean i ain't squirming inside. and none of you know this. and all this time i'm just here, standing by the side, wondering what's going on in that mind of yours, wondering if there's perhaps this chance you'd let me inside. wondering if the moments we shared before, where we could still talk about everything to each other, were a thing of the past, and would remain that way.
i feel distance towards u.. it has drifted away..
i gave up..
kidnap me. please