Sunday, May 28, 2006
bladings.
movies.
studying.
pool.
shopping.
te*t-ing.
birthdays.
airport.
phone and homework at the same time.
phone and tv shows at the same time.
i gave up
kidnap me. please
Saturday, May 27, 2006
no sch yesterday.. so proud of our soccer guys.. even though they lost to VJ.. but well they really did their best lahz.. cant believe it.. it's just tyko can?! stupid.. we got the first goal then they got in one too.. so it's 1-1. then later we got in another.. 1-2 we were leading.. but at the very last min.. ok nvm sth just happened. argh. pls lahz.. i dunno why there's so many penalty.. VJ got SO MANY free kicks! and if they are really that good.. they would have won long time ago.. argh..
well.. after the match went bugis with eliz. haha.. yea.. gosh.. ppl got so obsessed lahz "hey u 2 look alike leh! gosh.. turn around i wanna see ur face.." (we turned and smiled.. then turn back) "hey turn around again leh.. i wanna see.. gosh ur mouth looks alike.. the teeth.. everything. can we take a picture of u 2" haha.. ok that's usual.. in tpjc and mjc now.. haha.
eliz saw the messages.. and she advice me to reject.. to say no.. but.. i dunno..
-went to nyp
-went heeren
-went far east
-went plaza sing
it was my fault this time round.. im sorry.. 1 hrs plus.. it wasnt easy..
argh... "throw all handphones outta window!"
so sorry.. "emily rose, shall we?"
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her existence makes me cry.
why does she have to do at that very moment.
perhaps..
yet ironically.. she's my friend
kidnap me. please
Sunday, May 21, 2006
promises shattered, answers don't come
friends say goodbye, plans come undone
dreams get crushed
lies get told
words can turn cruel
hearts can grow cold
this helpless, twisted pain is something i can't handle.
"in a broken world where we cry to feel some hope that helps these hearts to heal"
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kayaking, blading, skating, windsurfing, neoprints, movies.. the list goes on.. but it just ended here. plans come undone. that's it..
//period.
kidnap me. please
Saturday, May 20, 2006
angel in disguise.. HAHAactually.. it's just the lighting.. LOLz.
kidnap me. please
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
RoNzzz...
kidnap me. please
Monday, May 15, 2006
the are the ones that make my life in MJ fun.. haha.. but eliz, though we did not talk as often now.. but i still love u! haha. miss those times when ppl couldnt recognise us =] i still miss u.. though i see u everyday in sch.. reny! haha.. i think i will not take it if i couldnt hear ur voice for more than 2 hrs in sch.. hahah.. spoilt radio!
missing lots of people now.. dun ask me why.. belinda poon! dorea chee! aretha loh! grace teo! jodine yam! dinah hew! rachel lim! haha.. yea. missing those ppl from losers' bench.. missing old tp s19.. missing eufouria.. missing acathyal.. missing jantagx (sorry graham, i forgot ur bdae!), missing guiding life, missing tp kayakers..
surprisingly, i dun miss L^3! hahaha.. oppps.. just kidding.. she's VERY resourceful.. and if she saw this.. i die. ok i miss her. oh yesh.. Missing JAMES ONG! and CHRISTINE KOH!
lot more.. period.
kidnap me. please
Saturday, May 13, 2006
alfred (from soul-superband) and renfred (from campus superstar) are actually blood-related brothers.. hmm i didnt know until 2 days ago.. know them individually but haha.. didnt know they are linked! hmm such a small world.
anyway.. cca elections are over.. proposals and more proposals to come.. gosh.. thought i will be free from those after i left tk! hmm.. oh well..
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so you did go away
now i'm left here all alonebut i ain't gonna beg you to stay
though i'll still miss your voice on the phone.
you don't need me anymore,
don't want me anymore.
i know without me you'll do just fine
it's just that inside i'm sore
gotta stop comforting myself in rhymes
i'm really turning into such a bore.
but i still need you somehow
still miss you somehow
and i ain't gonna shed you a tear
it's not so bad you know
learn to control my fears
just gotta let you go.
guess i just can't have the best of both worlds, no matter how much i want. perhaps i'm a liability to you now, a splinter in your skin, a fly in your face, a smear you just hafta erase. but it's alright... is it?
zombiefied.. i need to Zzzz
kidnap me. please
Monday, May 08, 2006
argh )(%$!#^$*!)#@!($&!*(@()($%*$(%) this totally sux! and you.. why must you keep lying.. argh what will happen to u if u tell the truth?!
im sorry for those ppl whom i accidentally vented my anger at.. im sorry momma, sorry reny, sorry jh, sorry kenneth, sorry vanna, sorry tianhon, sorry roy..
leave me alone
//period
kidnap me. please
Sunday, May 07, 2006
(no choice have to do this.. since i lose the bet.)
soul..
justis, andy, ishi, awi, alfred.
superband top 11? haha. and they got the highest score last week.. this week.. energy's more than words.. hmm
as promised.. im supposed to go tonight.. for the filming but so sorry justis, i got spa on tue and phys and econs test on wed.
anyway yea, i miss meeting justis and andy on tue!!!! thanks lahz.. so busy with ur superband competition and no time for us.. hmm.. (ok this sounds wrong.. only *they understand what im saying) haha.. ya yinnnz?
but yahz.. lah.. it's gd to be busy.. the future superband.. what to do? haha//
im bored. ok justis.. stop calling me.. promise i will go down and support next week k? yesh i know u all SURE will get in =]
kidnap me. please