highlight of the day: me and reny ate ice-cream in GP lesson!! haha.. actually.. the whole class was always eating (we were given permission to do so.. cos Mr yeo says he rather us eat in class than to sleep in his class) but this time round.. it's ICE-CREAM! haha.. siwee, willie, tian hong, ryan ate too.. (oh it's them who bought it for us by the way)
hmm sch ended at 5.05pm went to tpjc bus stop to change bus as usual.. met joshua (from sajc) haha!_______________________________
me, "hey! how's the soccer match? SA vs RJ at tp uh?"
josh, "ehhh? 1-all"
me, "hey seriously, u look short in this uniform.. know why? SA.. diff colour top and pants.. then u wear ur pants at ur butt there.. make ur legs look shorter lah"
josh, "u jealous lahz.. that im taller than u.. haha.."
me, "u are just taller than me by a little lah.. from far u look shorter than me! pls lahz.. u J2 already but still so short.."
josh, "jealous.. jealous.. haha..dont need jealous lahz.. haha.. "
joshua (from tpjc) "BOO! (from behind)"
me, "ahh.. hello!! branson-joshua! haha(oh i love to call him that.. his name is just nice)"
joshua, "hi haha..lol.. u very funny"
josh, "huh?"
me, "er nono he's called joshua too! hahahaha"
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(18/4) yesterday:
morning was spoilt. yesh. went to sch, met chrest and she told me she's not going E.T. then hwei ting came.. and she told me there's a high chance she's not going too.. cos her dad.. blah blah blah* and then chrest told me ain's thinking of backing out.. argh! right now, im just praying for a miracle.. pls pls hwei ting! let it happen.
then we had econs.. Ms sue gave back our scripts and guess what? everyone failed (badly). haha highest 5/20! haha
(how pathetic)
well had chemistry test today too.. gosh.. 3 long qns.. many parts.. 40 mins? 1st part wrong.. all wrong! yah.. so it's either u get really high or low.. yupz. well it sux. first qns already do not know how to do! yucks
cca is cancelled. sorry haoyi, haha.. supposed to go home with u after my cca.. but too bad.. since no cca, i go first lahz.. lolz. opps.
on the way home with andrea.. haha
ok i cant wait for thur.. TPJC vs MJC! soccer match.. Venue: TPJC! haha.. ok the whole big group of us (ex-tpjians) are going back to support... MJ.. lolz.. (sorry lahz.. even though we all miss tp, but we cant support tp in mj uniform right?) .. cant wait for sat, tpjc carnival! haha.. then after that.. eufouria gathering!!! lolz i miss my tk ppl! haha..
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(19/4) today:
yay! hwei ting going E.T. with me! but then.. ain backed out!!! argh..
period.
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somehow i miss you. sometimes. yet at other times, it seems like you weren't ever in my life. oh wells.i miss you too. but i don't want to.
and i miss you. kinda saddens me how i hafta find out more about your life through your blog. and why we can't talk like last time anymore. it's quite painful in a sense. that one whom i'm supposed to be closed to once is so distant from me now, and all i know is the stuff i read from some online diary thingy that the whole world reads as well. like i'm standing from afar watching you live your life with no part for me, no part with me.
for the gap in my heart you left, i'll fill it with brownies and chocolates and icecream and milo dinosaur... but it'll never be the same. i'll just get fatter and the food will just rot, but the hole you left will never be repaired to make me whole again. please understand: it's not that i'm hurting over some relationship -_- [erps.] it's that i'm hurting over a lost friendship.
kidnap me. please